Be at my side. ):



what are words when you don't really mean them when you say them.
ily.
:(
i really need you guys.
so hurtable.
-i dunno what i am now;;
without you guys around.
i'm feeling so sad,
i can cut myself.
---

i hope that i can be in love you.
simply in love.
in simple love.
just like that.
but we can't.
we're too not simple.
you're not.
i dunno what to do now really.
making me feels hard for you,
but then sometimes breaking my heart in front of everyone.
what are you really thinking of?
GOD.
help me.
bless me.
):
a h.i.m. up there.
the h.i.m. up there.

--15/4/2011
10.20 pm.
tzesan.