Monday, February 21, 2011

p.s. i love you so much.






p.s. i really love you.
leave me alone,
if you don't even love me.
because i love you so much.
and you're suppose to love me too.
but it's too bad.
i think i haven even cross your mind.
or it did?
why don't you make it stop and be in your mind forever?
like i've did?
why don't we just be in love in each other.
why can't us be like the others?why can't we just be in love?
i need your answer.
but the way you treat me,
it makes me hesitate.
so why did you leave me alone in the snow.
even if i'm brave enough to die for you.
i won't ask you for now,
because i don't wanna be hurt again,
by the one,
that now i truly loves.

was so excited.
even when i heard your name.
in front of the teacher,
i took a deep breath.
and just repeated your name so,
unexpectedly,
so naturally.
teacher looks up,
looking at me with de
i know wads now.
face.
she can feel that strong feeling you to me.
was shocked.
i think.
the two of us..
we might even dunno each other.
if she didn't told me.
if she didn't care.
i won't even know what's your name.
and you'll not even know mine.
i love you.



heartbeat.
going to tell teacher a secret.
end up blushing everytime i think of you.
luckily,
my friend told the teacher,
we're two very good friends.
sister and brother.
i didn't think of that before.
didn't know,
what relationships we're in people's eye.
i was just going to tell the teacher,
i love you.
i think i've gone crazy on you.
think of telling the teacher.
*coughs*
but it makes me feel so happy.
we're close,
in people's eye.
remembering,
someone told me
you won't do things to others like you've done to me.
oh gosh.
i think so much.
its just the feeling me to you.
maybe i can't even confess or ask you one day.
but i post this,
at least,
i did.
i love you.