I'm so HIGH! :DD
Saturday, April 16, 2011
to get hurt and to hurt others.
your smile you smile.
WHY DID YOU LAUGHED.
you make me feel like dying,
because i'm thinking of you just because you smiled! or laughed/
hell every time i think of it,
I SMILE TOO.
and will turn extra sad when i remember and somehow when i took a deeper thought and realize that actually you all are just making fun of me,
know that i love you;
ACTING AND TRY TO CONVINCE MYSELF FOR NOT TO.
being so cheap of falling in you.
YOU ARE DAMN PERFECT.
`everything.
-,-
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
it doesn't really matters if she hadn't tell me what SHE thinks what YOU feel.
because i won't figure THAT out,
THAT -your-feel- that i think it's so true
with this short brain of MINE.
and making me fall for you once AGAIN.
damn it.
IS THIS LIFE GOD.
like everything came all together,
making me so busy,
but sometimes some moments in my life could be so boring.
not now obviously/
hell sometimes will be thinking of LIFE LIKE THIS,
to be so called interesting and colorful or AWESOME.
and now,
i just hope some didn't happened and some happened.
LIKE HAPPILY?
there will not be a EVER AFTER in my life i hate it.
HATE IT!
hate this life.
GOD I'VE BEEN NAGGING AND TELLING GRANDMA STORIES!
what kind of person i've changed to--
bloody ass hell.
come back,
life.
i don't wanna changed it.
let me make a little bit more memories before i leave.
):
okay.
so i just went for a movie at s*park with my brothers and mom including two others /
cousin and my bigbro's girlfriend.
without my dad can say.
he feels tired after a whole day work i think.
:/
this.
yea.
not bad;
the best part is the front part when it first started with two Malay guys talking to each other.
their con.
FUNNY ADUUII.
x)
haha.
and then went for the steak nearby
quite a famous place;my bigbro said that/
and ordered the same food everytime i go for western food.
BLACK PEPPER CHICKEN CHOP (Y)
and
ICE LEMON TEEEA.
the black pepper was so hot.
sizzled on my tongue.
can't describe but to me all good and tasty food are the same.ehh.
to be exact all food to be ,
MOST OF IT,
are delicious.
haha.
:DD
but the lemon tea was damned big.
the waiter was like
`SMALL OR BIG??
and i said
`small
and she asked again
`SMALL OR BIG??
and i said
`BIG.
hell? seriously dunno what to choice and what i'm thinking.
she was like
SMALL OR BIG?!
maybe i'm thinking too much.
haha.
haha.
SUE YOU A LIKE THIS IF!
:PP
it came out this big.
it came out this big.
;OO
i didn't finish it.
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i asked mommy whether that u can DABAO my lemon tea back home since there's still a lot left.
i think i might be lucky because she said NO.
or else i won't be finishing it,
i just asked it OUT OF MANNERS,
and i don't wanna waste plastic bags.
SAVE THE EARTH.
oh yea craps.
:PP
giving myself excuses.
HAHA!
i didn't finish it.
://
i asked mommy whether that u can DABAO my lemon tea back home since there's still a lot left.
i think i might be lucky because she said NO.
or else i won't be finishing it,
i just asked it OUT OF MANNERS,
and i don't wanna waste plastic bags.
SAVE THE EARTH.
oh yea craps.
:PP
giving myself excuses.
HAHA!
so mommy said she and my cousin;
the girl cousin not this cousin who came with us for the movie and the steak;
//HEY HE ORDERED PRAWN AND STEAK AND IT LOOKS DELICIOUS BUT I DIDN'T DARE TO ASK FOR A BIT.//
off topic.
so THEY planned[
MOMMY said,
a NICE DAY OUT WITH US TOMORROW.
-family day-
-family day-
they told me one of their plans,
GOING FOR DURIANS.
OHHHYEAAA.
awesome.
:DD
i hope i enjoy my tomorrow and it will be the best day ever since now.
and since i had a bad month.
:/
god bless and i'll be happy from now on!
((:
TBC/
w/love
tzesan :D
Friday, April 15, 2011
answer me with your heart.
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| my sun sets when you're not around. (c)tzesan. |
it's so normal to be in love with a guy.
but i'm so in trouble now.
i can't rescue myself!
being in love,
not in love,
in love,
not in love,
and now in love again,
with the same dude.
to me,
he's PERFECT.
sometimes.
not when i don't like him anymore. //
HTF!!
can't match him.
not even an angle.
trying to tell myself that don't think about things that are impossible.
BUT IT JUST CAN'T CLEAR#
boyfriends comes and leaves,
but good-friends comes and lives.
might know that i'm talking about you.
i dun wanna be without you guys?
i dunno what i am,
why i am here.
without you guys,
HOPEless.
no more colors?
really don't know what to do now.
D:
aaah.
so stupid.
hearing all those friends and teachers and my mom and other ppl what they think of my think,
and what should i do now,
they just call me to leave you guys.
i don't know how.
why everything can't end with a happy ending?
i don't wanna leave you guys.
no matter who's right who's wrong.
please don't make me do the wrong decision?
i don't which one is the right one.
i just wanna do what my heart tells me to.
but sometimes it's confused in every way.
i don't know how.
i still really love you guys.
although i often try to deny now.
telling that i hate you guys?
the more feelings i have to you guys.
--
at least an answer before everything's too late please.
this week's
too stressed up.
sometimes i hope to get a peaceful life.
but sometimes you guys are coloring my life with these.
i just hope i can handle all these,
and be with you guys,
you,
forever and ever and ever.
not apart. //
tzeeeehsan.
((:
w/love.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
okay. let's see. :DD
HI! :D
i know maybe there'll be someone ELSE than you guys (YOU these guys, C: ) will come and visit my blog.
like hi?
:DD
ntmy. ((;
yea i've post my blog url on my wall photo in fb.
advertising my blog for free.
HAHA!
:DD
i've deleted quite lot of post which is cannot been seen.
:O
gonna tell that my english is very broken`
i know i know`
choose to use english for my blog to improve.
like someone said.
awwww thanks for TAMM-ing me.
so guys please pay your next visit if you like it.
haha. (;
although i know i don't look good.
HEY.
don'tracist okay.
haha BUEK.
okay la hope you all enjoy.
oh my i feel so sorry.
i didn't pay ANY attention to my blog and will only post some craps on it.
only for sometimes.
the other time i use to play anything else,
who call i'm LAZY.
:DD
regretssssss.
nvm.
hope you gueeys like it.
(:
i know maybe there'll be someone ELSE than you guys (YOU these guys, C: ) will come and visit my blog.
like hi?
:DD
ntmy. ((;
yea i've post my blog url on my wall photo in fb.
advertising my blog for free.
HAHA!
:DD
i've deleted quite lot of post which is cannot been seen.
:O
gonna tell that my english is very broken`
i know i know`
choose to use english for my blog to improve.
like someone said.
awwww thanks for TAMM-ing me.
so guys please pay your next visit if you like it.
haha. (;
although i know i don't look good.
HEY.
don't
haha BUEK.
okay la hope you all enjoy.
oh my i feel so sorry.
i didn't pay ANY attention to my blog and will only post some craps on it.
only for sometimes.
the other time i use to play anything else,
who call i'm LAZY.
:DD
regretssssss.
nvm.
hope you gueeys like it.
(:
w/love
tzeeeeehsan©.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
AAAA. i don't wanna let go! don't let go off me ):
okay.
somehow i think it's okay to shout in my own blog and maybe someone will come and ask me what happened.
I DON'T HAVE THE MOOD!
i dunno wth i'm thinking.
):
like hel?
yes do let go, no do not.
EVERYTHING CAME TOO FAST!
can't face o can't face.
D:
EEEEEEEEEEE.
why make me think so much?
trying to cut off!
EEEESH/.
am i trying to be cute?
LOL.
hell.
ftw.
i dunno what am i thinking!
i'm afraid sometimes,
DUUUUH.
don't 利用 me :(
i'm not in love so not i'm not.
let go girl.
i dun wanna disturb you.
bye dear.
:PP
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa.
sometimes shouting could really be a very good solution.
to everything.
i know i dunno what i'm talking now.
hell.
what did i did!?
pretty pretty girl.
:(
i think you can't guess wth i'm talking now.
gosh.
somehow, there's still something that we had take up and can't let go off.
i know english cacat so how`
:P
sense me. :D
and adui i got tricked by SOCKS.
ll' take some pics and i think you all will get tricked like i've got! :PP
ceeeeeeyou.
somehow i think it's okay to shout in my own blog and maybe someone will come and ask me what happened.
I DON'T HAVE THE MOOD!
i dunno wth i'm thinking.
):
like hel?
yes do let go, no do not.
EVERYTHING CAME TOO FAST!
can't face o can't face.
D:
EEEEEEEEEEE.
why make me think so much?
trying to cut off!
EEEESH/.
am i trying to be cute?
LOL.
hell.
ftw.
i dunno what am i thinking!
i'm afraid sometimes,
DUUUUH.
don't 利用 me :(
i'm not in love so not i'm not.
let go girl.
i dun wanna disturb you.
bye dear.
:PP
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa.
sometimes shouting could really be a very good solution.
to everything.
i know i dunno what i'm talking now.
hell.
what did i did!?
pretty pretty girl.
:(
i think you can't guess wth i'm talking now.
gosh.
somehow, there's still something that we had take up and can't let go off.
i know english cacat so how`
:P
sense me. :D
and adui i got tricked by SOCKS.
ll' take some pics and i think you all will get tricked like i've got! :PP
ceeeeeeyou.
tzesan. :)
has grown a bit matured:D
Monday, April 4, 2011
secretly in love with a guy i shouldn't be.
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| shy! shookching so dare :DD |
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| and here comes the mighty meeeee :D current profilepic. GOLIKEIT! :D |
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| *blush* |
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| (: HOTTALICIOUSE. |
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| teeeeeheee. :E |
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| threeeee prettytears. |
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| women beiduibei PAIZHAO. xDD |
TIGHTSSSS! :DD
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| so pretty. :)) |
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| haha. close take. (: |
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| omgggg sooo cuteee :B |
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| awwww why are you so pretty my dear. |
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| sheeee's so hot! :O :DD |
EVERYTHING ENDS WITH A
happy ending.:D
WHEN we're with our deadly best pals aka dears. <33
to be in love with the one we aren't supposed to be in love with?
seriously hurts.
but only in few ways.
learnt something from jordan aka daddeeeh,
拿得起，放得下。
):
maybe we're not suitable enough.
now i seriously know what's this fucking feelings you're suffering before.
:D
maybe it's cool somehow.
ily.
eeeeeh although you gave me lots of problems. idiotic 若即若离。you really make me think a lot dumb!
haha.
so dears when my house and ad an homepa.
:D
it went kinda funny.
EE?
so we took few photos to get it on fb profile pic.
:D
i got one before them.
haas professional I am.
(Y)
got it edited but it doesn't seems fave.
:P
kinda loose my skills after that case happens.
not used to this 600d. although it screen turns and flips out.
i'm more use to my blackie.
D:
nvm. just wanting to say IMISSYOU! (:
i still got pics that i've saved in my com with you. :D
okay back topic.
eeeh. changing topic is one of my best skills. :D
baaaack.
they came and we've fun.
aaaah wasn't planing to tell you all what happened.
imma not writing essay.
:P
come next time if you wanna know. :D
love you guys duuuh. ):
lol damn moody.
:P
byyyyi.
tzeeeeehsan.
♥
Friday, April 1, 2011
let's just stop everything. we should end this very early before.
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| awwwww.daddy. (: |
I AM SO SORRY!
i know i'm sooo late.
i've been lazzzy these days.
:P
went ponteng twice.
just don't feel like studying.
went the first time on wednesday,
which is damn funny and quite successful can say. x)
and the most dumb for yesterday.
epic fail!
:D
but its quite a memory there i'll have.
end up wasting my time in ttc.
met the police, O.O
okay stop giving informations!
:D
this cheong ianson tiensing still say i noob.
-.-
i think i'm cool for real.
arent noob. :D
ohkay here's something soo irritating.
//ehehehe i know my blog post le very cacat hope you all dont mind :DD//
ohkay i know i'm quite bad to treat a form 1 like this.
:P
say why.
she's jealous.
because i'm talking to her boyfriend?
HEL.
oh come on girl. I'M FOURTEEN!
somehow i'm a bit proud that i'm fourteen. :/
and guess wad.
the guy is a year smaller than me which is at the same age as her.
HOW CAN?
being jealous of ME talking to a GUY WHICH IS ONLY THIRTEEN?
the post that i'm really freak out of?
ERRGH.
down there copy pasted by me. :P
why should i ever flirt someone when i don't even get into interest with them?
why would everybody thinks that way?!
GOD.
i hate it.
stoooop it no matter which one.
><
wait let just back to the main thing i was actually going to say.
SHE JUSTOFFICIALLY SAID
whatshethinksaboutmyname.
TZEDONN 's SIS?
HELL NO.
let's just end this NOW. :PP
here's the post that i'm really freak out of. :P
ohkay i know i'm quite bad to treat a form 1 like this.
:P
say why.
she's jealous.
because i'm talking to her boyfriend?
HEL.
oh come on girl. I'M FOURTEEN!
somehow i'm a bit proud that i'm fourteen. :/
and guess wad.
the guy is a year smaller than me which is at the same age as her.
HOW CAN?
being jealous of ME talking to a GUY WHICH IS ONLY THIRTEEN?
the post that i'm really freak out of?
ERRGH.
down there copy pasted by me. :P
why should i ever flirt someone when i don't even get into interest with them?
why would everybody thinks that way?!
GOD.
i hate it.
stoooop it no matter which one.
><
wait let just back to the main thing i was actually going to say.
SHE JUST
whatshethinksaboutmyname.
TZEDONN 's SIS?
HELL NO.
let's just end this NOW. :PP
here's the post that i'm really freak out of. :P
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