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| my sun sets when you're not around. (c)tzesan. |
it's so normal to be in love with a guy.
but i'm so in trouble now.
i can't rescue myself!
being in love,
not in love,
in love,
not in love,
and now in love again,
with the same dude.
to me,
he's PERFECT.
sometimes.
not when i don't like him anymore. //
HTF!!
can't match him.
not even an angle.
trying to tell myself that don't think about things that are impossible.
BUT IT JUST CAN'T CLEAR#
boyfriends comes and leaves,
but good-friends comes and lives.
might know that i'm talking about you.
i dun wanna be without you guys?
i dunno what i am,
why i am here.
without you guys,
HOPEless.
no more colors?
really don't know what to do now.
D:
aaah.
so stupid.
hearing all those friends and teachers and my mom and other ppl what they think of my think,
and what should i do now,
they just call me to leave you guys.
i don't know how.
why everything can't end with a happy ending?
i don't wanna leave you guys.
no matter who's right who's wrong.
please don't make me do the wrong decision?
i don't which one is the right one.
i just wanna do what my heart tells me to.
but sometimes it's confused in every way.
i don't know how.
i still really love you guys.
although i often try to deny now.
telling that i hate you guys?
the more feelings i have to you guys.
--
at least an answer before everything's too late please.
this week's
too stressed up.
sometimes i hope to get a peaceful life.
but sometimes you guys are coloring my life with these.
i just hope i can handle all these,
and be with you guys,
you,
forever and ever and ever.
not apart. //
tzeeeehsan.
((:
w/love.
