to get hurt and to hurt others.

your smile you smile.
WHY DID YOU LAUGHED.
you make me feel like dying,
because i'm thinking of you just because you smiled! or laughed/
hell every time i think of it,
I SMILE TOO.
and will turn extra sad when i remember and somehow when i took a deeper thought and realize that actually you all are just making fun of me,
know that i love you;
ACTING AND TRY TO CONVINCE MYSELF FOR NOT TO.
being so cheap of falling in you.
YOU ARE DAMN PERFECT.
`everything.
-,-

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
it doesn't really matters if she hadn't tell me what SHE thinks what YOU feel.
because i won't figure THAT out,
THAT -your-feel- that i think it's so true
with this short brain of MINE.
and making me fall for you once AGAIN.
damn it.
IS THIS LIFE GOD.
like everything came all together,
making me so busy,
but sometimes some moments in my life could be so boring.
not now obviously/
hell sometimes will be thinking of LIFE LIKE THIS,
to be so called interesting and colorful or AWESOME.
and now,
i just hope some didn't happened and some happened.
LIKE HAPPILY?
 there will not be a EVER AFTER in my life i hate it.
HATE IT!
hate this life.

GOD I'VE BEEN NAGGING AND TELLING GRANDMA STORIES!
what kind of person i've changed to--
bloody ass hell.
come back,
life.
i don't wanna changed it.
let me make a little bit more memories before i leave.
):



okay.
so i just went for a movie at s*park with my brothers and mom including two others /
cousin and my bigbro's girlfriend.
without my dad can say.
he feels tired after a whole day work i think.
:/

this.

yea.

not bad;

the best part is the front part when it first started with two Malay guys talking to each other.

their con.

FUNNY ADUUII.

x)

haha.

and then went for the steak nearby

quite a famous place;my bigbro said that/

and ordered the same food everytime i go for western food.

BLACK PEPPER CHICKEN CHOP (Y)

and 

ICE LEMON TEEEA.

the black pepper was so hot.

sizzled on my tongue.

can't describe but to me all good and tasty food are the same.
ehh.
to be exact all food to be ,
MOST OF IT,
are delicious.
haha.
:DD
but the lemon tea was damned big.
the waiter was like
`SMALL OR BIG??
and i said
`small
and she asked again
`SMALL OR BIG??
and i said
`BIG.


hell? seriously dunno what to choice and what i'm thinking.
she was like

SMALL OR BIG?!

maybe i'm thinking too much.
haha.

SUE YOU A LIKE THIS IF!

:PP


it came out this big.

;OO
i didn't finish it.
://
i asked mommy whether that u can DABAO my lemon tea back home since there's still a lot left.
i think i might be lucky because she said NO.
or else i won't be finishing it,
i just asked it OUT OF MANNERS,
and i don't wanna waste plastic bags.
SAVE THE EARTH.
oh yea craps.
:PP
giving myself excuses.
HAHA!

so mommy said she and my cousin;

the girl cousin not this cousin who came with us for the movie and the steak;

//HEY HE ORDERED PRAWN AND STEAK AND IT LOOKS DELICIOUS BUT I DIDN'T DARE TO ASK FOR A BIT.//

off topic.

so THEY planned[

MOMMY said,

a NICE DAY OUT WITH US TOMORROW.
-family day-

they told me one of their plans,

GOING FOR DURIANS.

OHHHYEAAA.

awesome.

:DD

i hope i enjoy my tomorrow and it will be the best day ever since now.

and since i had a bad month.

:/

god bless and i'll be happy from now on!

((:

TBC/

w/love

tzesan :D