serious!
i'm really afraid.
doesn't mean that i love you or i hate you,
just don't look straight at me.
letting me to feel your heart once more.
i'm really afraid to fall in love for the third time of the same person again.
that's why i rejected my own heart by telling i dun wanna see you forever again.
how much i know that the chance between the two of us,
that's why i'm doing this.
forgive me please.
if i can choose,
i really wanna choose to love you again once more.
but there's no more chance for you nor me.
i'm afraid so.
please don't let me feel your heart.
opps.
i mean,
don't let me feel my heart.
since I've rejected it.
let me be alone single for this moment.
for these moment with you here.
i have forgotten.
don't let me think about it again.
don't tell me that he treats me more special than the others.
don't tell me things about him treating me.
i just can't stop the feeling of hating him.
and i can feel that the strong feelings him to me too.
the same feelings i have to him.
and i think i'm sure
this strong feeling, is hate.
love someone the more,
once get hurt,
will hate him more.
it's the same strong feelings.
the more you like,
the more you hate.
and you've hurt me in and out.
playing me like i'm a doll.
and now i'm so sure that i hate you.
no matter what you do.
i really hate you.
how can you do that.
wishing that the strong feelings won't change again because i'm so sure how much i hate you now.
so close your eyes dear.
let me slap you.
this is the only thing you are left in this world can do.
don't make me hate you more!
:D
awww yea.
don't look at me anymore.
i'll treat the looks before is all me perasaning.
you know wad,
i kinda feel dao that feeling yours to her.
:P
a lot more better than me.
and by that i know what is my level now,
and i'll let go!
before i take it up and hugggg it tight!
:)
let me say for the last last time.
i love you.
♥
ily.
