i dunno wad to do.
i dunno wad to post.
:O
i know.
exams coming la.
and i feel a very funny feel :P
weird.
i just dunno wad to post.
lazy to do anything,
even lazy to find pictures in photobucket to post in this post.
D:
what's wrong with me?
been so long,
i've no more the mood.
no more feelings to anything.
what happened to me?
maybe i'm sad.
i dunno.
maybe i hungry.
i dunno too.
it has been so,
over.
anything.everything.
so.
weird?
my gang of friends?
feel like leaving.
i wanna be alone.
sometimes thinking of that,
make me feel so tired,
i dun even know why.
tired.
for the first time of my life,
i cant come out this circle,
the circle of,
tiredness,
sadness,
emoness.
how long have it been?
i'm supposed to be typing how in earth the first guy who teached me something,
which i feel so.
yea.
no feeling?
i should,
be happy
or something else.
i dunno.
errgh.
maybe i need some time.
so god,
please help me.
i need some love.
i think is the method of love, care , and share.
no more..
the happiness.
nope.
not sad.
just
not more happy.
maybe,
someone said.
i've changed to be a bit girlike,
not more 38,
which is good to everyone.
but some said
i'm not more the me,
i can't even smile,
laugh neither.
sometimes.
since when.
my laugh and smile is so fake?
since when.
i've not more the normal me?
although i'm still normal,
but not more the me.
the,
usual me.
which is hygei,
happy and bla.
i dunno.
i'm so.
lonely.
in the circle,
where people aren't beside me.
i wanna get out of it.
i tried telling my closes friends.
my smile is so fake.
i feel like doing something funny.
i feel like crying.
i dunno.
they will just continue to do their things.
i dunno.
since when,
when the one i love the one i've been so crazy of,
come and tam me,
i also won't have the mood,
and just telling him i dunno,
and even tell him he's making me more fan,
in a sense,
weird.
i dun wan this tzesan.
how much i hope i'll become the usual me back.
i know,
soon.
i hope,
soon.
and i wish,
that everything will be
alright like usual,
soon.
crumpled,
tzesan.
tzesan.
