i don't feel well.
-- in case someone ______ comments my english,
zz.
i just dun have the _____ mood to make my english,
or i mean,
type the proper english now.
i dun care.
just stop making stupid comments about my english.
i love it and it doesn't have any matter with you.
oh crap.
i think i really hate him.
zz
gosh back to the ''improper'' english style and also back to the topic.
i feel so dizzy.
i'm having a bigbig cold right now.
:(
i'm crying right now.
how i wish my mommy is here right now.
how i wish there's no exams tomorrow.
how i wish i was feeling ok right now.
how i wish,
but i can't manage it.
my mom's not here,
my dad will make everything even worse,
my two brothers is out boxing and i won't tell them my condition however.
i have the exams tomorrow and it's all so difficult.
there's things for me to read and memorize but i can't even look at anything.
i don't even know what the subject is teaching about.
all this all this make me cry.
i feel like fainting.
i feel like continue crying and don't do anything.
siting at the corner,
crying.
everything won't bother me.
how i hope.
but i need to face it,
god says.
although i'm not a catholic nor christian.
my mom says i need to face it too.
oh crap.
i've cried so hard. when xin called me one minute before.
i really fell so sick.
i dunno how to face all this,
my tears.
i can't force it to stop rolling down my cheek?
how can i cheer..
i feel so sad and so scared,
i really dunno what to do.
:'(
god, bless me.
bless me please.
i feel like fainting until exam's over.
gosh.
please.
let me overcome all this things.
bless me.
